walk away

so.... what if I were to just walk away from everything? We both know that you have most of the power but you don't have it all. Because I could just walk away whenever I want. And I'm not saying that I want to, but I am saying that if things ever just get really ridiculous and there kept being what ifs... I would probably just say screw it, it's not worth it anymore. I don't want to get there, but what if this exploring thing seems like it will never end? And the thought of walking away makes me really sad, especially now that we have gotten to be really good friends too but there's only so much I can take. You might think that I'll stick around forever, but I don't know if I can do that. I honestly don't know how I'd be able to walk away, it actually really scares me to think about, but going on like this forever scares me just as much. It would be really hard but if I have to, I have to. I'm not saying I am to that point yet, but I'm just saying what if I do get to that point. I'm really not trying to be a bitch, I'm just trying to watch out for myself.