I dunno, it's just kinda sucked lately. I've seen you once in the past like almost 3 weeks now. And it's started to seem like the more I miss you, the less you miss me. And maybe that isn't the case and you're just busy with other things and I've accidentally fallen into the cracks but yeah. Idk I want to see you more often, but it has to be reciprocated, so if it isn't, let me know. Cuz I'll back off real quick because there's not much worse than putting effort and emotion into someone who doesn't want the same thing.
Also really sucks that I asked you a while back about getting a 2 bedroom this spring and once again you asked someone else instead. Kinda sends a strong message. Message received, you don't want to live with me.
I've been effortlessly mostly happy for quite a while but that might be temporarily changing
I just want to be wanted back
