Fairmont

So this post really requires some background knowledge for anyone to really to get it. So here goes :)

There is this small town about an hour away from hear. Fairmont. I would say that that was where I was born and raised for you to really understand what it means to me but number one, I wasn't born there, number two, I haven't lived there since I was in kindergarten, and number three, I'm only 15. I'm still in the process of being raised :)

Anyways, I love it there. It's kinda like my escape place. I can get away from things and relive childhood memories. My grandparents still live there and my dad actually was born and raised there so it's not weird at all for me to go there. I love it. You can be familiar with the place but the people aren't familiar with you. You could be anyone. It's absolutely going to be my first road trip. Some may say that a one-hour drive isn't much of a road trip but that doesn't matter; to me, that town could be a million miles away from here.

So I'm guessing you kinda think that this would be a special place I would take only the people most special to me. And well, you're right. And there is someone in particular that I absolutely cannot wait to take. And sorry T, it's not you. I mean yes, I definitely want to take you, but I want to take him more. As much as it might not make sense, it's nothing personal.

The guy I keep talking about over and over and over, that's the person I wanna take. Now if you didn't really figure that out by yourself, then you really need to catch up :) I've always really wanted to take him to Fairmont and I want it to be special. What could be more special than my first road trip without parents? And honestly... I know the whole thing is gonna be special, regardless on if it's my first road trip or not. Being with him there will be special. Also regardless of whether something actually happens or not, it will be special. Just being alone, even as just friends, will be special.

I'm not sure why I'm saying this cuz it's kinda pointless, but I just typed something out, but then deleted it. I guess I kinda feel like keeping that to myself for a while.

I'm hell on heels, say what you will. I done made the devil a deal. He made me pretty, he made me smart, and I'm gonna break me a million hearts. Not totally fitting but yeah I'm in love with this song <3

parallel parking

so I realize y'all might really not care about this but too. darn. bad.

soo I went out tonight to practice parallel parking since my test is in a week. And omg that was such a fail. While yes, I didn't have any visual cues to go off of, I'm not very confident that I'll be able to pass... which is horrible cuz I've already got a road trip in the making for the first weekend I'll have my license!

Now once I start to rationalize it, and hear from friends that as long as you don't hit the cones, you will be fine, I'm not freaking out so much. I mean yeah I'm still nervous and will insist on practicing like 3 times in the next week, but I do think that I should be able to pass. Just gotta get inside the cones. Then rock the actual driving part. I can do that... I think....

sorry no quote(: this was very spur of the moment and I can't think of any parallel parking songs so yeah :P