It was the Fourth of July, you and I were fireworks that went off too soon

And just like that, I was calm again. It's amazing what sleep can do. It's also really kind of a weird experience to go to bed feeling like crap and wake up feeling totally fine. I'm not saying it's a bad thing, just weird :P 

I'm excited to see you again in like a week. It kinda sucks that it has to be that long, but at the same time, I know it could be a lot worse and I'm glad that it's not. I've just really liked hanging out with you lately. It's been great so I look forward to it again. :) see you soon(ish) 😘

I just don't understand

...It's been a long time since the last time I felt this bad about like us. It felt like you were completely uninterested in me and  don't care about me. And like it fucking sucks to never see you on the weekends. Especially since I invite you over here almost every weekend and you have never once invited me over there. I really don't understand. It's like I'm not good enough. Second choice. I don't understand why you are being so cold, we were great just the other day and then all of a sudden today it went to complete shit. I hate feeling like rock bottom. These are the times I want to just run away from here. 

11:11 make a wish.....

Somewhere with you

I have the best time with you every time. It's great :)