better!

well isn't it a coincidence that I blog about it again and then like right away it's finally better :P But yay!! I'm glad you're finally good again. I still don't know what was wrong but maybe eventually you'll tell me some day? I love seeing you smile again :)

anyways, I'm sooo excited for the summit! I really want to live there. During the second tour, I really started to get comfortable with it and could see us living there. And I'm really excited for it! And congrats on getting in! That's great! I knew you would though :P But seriously, good job :) and that moves us a little closer to getting our living situation being set in stone so that's also great. Can it just hurry up and be move in day?

Wrong wrong

I looked back and the first time I blogged about whatever is wrong with you was 2 weeks ago. And even then I had mentioned that it had been going on for quite a while already. I just want it to be better now. You don't deserve to be this unhappy for this long. I miss happy Zach so much. So I hope this is over soon. Of course, I said the same thing 2 weeks ago so I guess we shall see. I just want happiness for us all. As cheesy as that sounds. Misery loves company but so does happiness. 

sick day

Today sucks. I'm sick and home alone and it's crappy outside and you've hardly said anything to me. I feel lonely. But I'll get past it, I always do. I'm really hoping tomorrow is better. I hope I still feel somewhat better. Cuz if I don't go to school tomorrow, that means I can't do anything tomorrow night. And I really want to do something tomorrow night. Blah just gotta get through today and work tonight. Hopefully I don't get worse again. I don't want tomorrow to be like today

oh and now I just realized today used to be our anniversary so awesome.