I hope I don't run outta time

I know they say that your sense of smell is the one mostly strongly connected to your memories. It's crazy to actually like realize that and experience though. One whiff of an old perfume can take you straight back to that time period. Or one candle can remind you of a certain place. I have this one candle that for what ever reason, takes me straight back to Virginia beach. That's what it smells like to me. I'm not sure why this is the topic of choice tonight but oh well. 

At least I can say that I tried

I'm glad I put myself out there with you like I do. I'd rather say cheesy things and sometimes sound stupid than to hold stuff in. I would rather say too much than not enough because I'd regret it. I try to love whole heartedly because life's to short to not. I don't want to regret not trying my best. If someday we are no longer a part of each other's lives, (which I mean I hope never happens but you never know) I want to be able to say that I did all that I could and put my best into things. So yeah those are my deep thoughts for the evening

Just as I am

I really really miss having my own room and my own space and the privacy that comes with that. Like if I just need to release some emotion, there's really no where for me to go. Maybe that's why I've been liking baths and long drives lately. It's time where I am just by myself and can enjoy that. It's definitely starting to really take a toll