Status

I guess I'm not really sure what we are or where we are. It's just been really different having to get used to living together. Maybe we could go on like a date sometime..? It could just be ice cream or something but we should do something special/different soon. And hopefully you get better soon! It's been kinda sucky just witnessing you feeling poorly. Especially tonight when it seemed like, and looked like, something else was wrong too. That sucked. I wish I could help...

F up

I feel bad because it seems like every day there's something that goes bad between us. And I mean I hate it. I don't like fighting, I don't like it when one of us is mad, I don't like it when one of us is upset. I feel like I just keep fucking something up and it sucks. Believe me, I'm definitely not trying to do it on purpose. Hopefully we will have a good week now. But I still feel like crap about it. We really had a good day except for like that one thing. And I mean I could be wrong and something else is going on with you but it seemed like it was that. I knew it was kinda dumb but I also didn't think it was that big of a deal. I guess it probably didn't help that you're also sick and not feeling the best. Idk hopefully my text helps things. And our goodnight hug was seriously really great so we still have that positive note. I should really learn to just leave it at that and not text you before bed. But I could sense something might be bothering you so it's hard to not say anything at times like this. Idk. Just know that I really do feel bad.