long hot summer

So I guess for some reason I just feel like talkin. Don't really know why and don't really know what I'm gonna say.

the fact that this Thursday is the last day of sophomore year is honestly kinda surreal. Like it doesn't seem like it should already be the end. A lot of people have been saying that they think this year dragged on but I think it flew by. BIG TIME. Maybe that's because this has probably been the happiest year of the past like 3. It's also been pretty fun. So I am excited to see what summer brings, I'm just not totally sure if I'm ready for it.

Gah there better be a lot of fun things that we do this summer. Road trips! Love road trips!

It's gonna be a long hot summer, we should be together. good lyric :P

ok ya know what I want? A country summer. That is what I want. Pretty bad actually. Like I want fun adventures with friends and romantic experiences with my boyfriend. Is that too much to ask for? :P

sooo yeah I think the plans we got for the last day of school will be a good way to start the summer. I have to sing at graduation and that's whatever. But then a fire at Z's house and then a sleepover with T. Better be fun :P and I think it really will be.

and I'm not sure if I really have anything much more to say so yeah I'll be done

Just for you T

sooooo someone has recently been complaining about my lack of blogging :P so I guess I will. I haven't really had anything new to say. I mean there are only 7 days left of school and that is RIDICULOUS! This year has flown by big time. Like seriously I have no idea where it went! So in a way I am sad about that. Summer coming is kinda bittersweet. Like apart from not seeing everyone and all that, I feel like it might not live up to the expectations we have at the beginning of it. Because it never does. We always wish we would have done so much more. Yes, this year some of us have our licenses so it has a lot more potential than past years but still. I honestly have no idea what I'm going to do all summer. Besides hang out with people and go to Geneva with T and take pictures such. And those will all be fun but you can't like constantly be with people. So who knows. We will just have to see how it goes.

so T, I don't know if you really care to hear about this but I dunno I just thought of this like last night and I'm actually kinda excited for it :) as you, and possibly the rest of the blogging world know, summer usually gets to be a rough spot for me and Z. This summer we both have our licenses and its just better this time so I'm not really too worried. But anyways you know how you can basically like make your own postcards? As long as they are the right size and strong enough to go through the mail? Well my idea was that every so often, we could either get or make a postcard or even do a letter and somewhat do them back and forth. I just think it will be a way for us to stay even closer and it's special and fun and such. Hopefully :P and then at the end of summer we will each have a little collection and I dunno I think it would be cool. Soooo yeah. :)

oh one more thing. Today in health class, we got to see what they do when you go in to get a pap smear. It was kinda scary, not gonna lie. Looks like it would hurt! :P and on that lovely note, I'm done talking so byeeee