Set

I could have blown up. I was getting close to ranting but instead I tried to be somewhat level minded and tried to communicate my feelings in a healthy way that would be beneficial to us. Because it really has gotten to suck lately. I just want us to make set plans and do it that way instead of not knowing until basically right before. And believe me, I know I'm annoying when I ask all the time. But it's like first I'm trying to make plans father out and it's an idk and then I ask closer to and then I ask right before. I even annoy myself. But it's either that or we don't hang out. And I want to hang out. I mean I'm definitely giving you the benefit of the doubt that you are busy and don't really know when all you'll be free but it's getting to the point that I almost wonder if I'm supposed to be picking up on a hint. I mean I could be really wrong, I am a lot. Because you seem to have fun when we hang out. And I get that I'm not exactly at the top of the priority list. But maybe we could try to make set plans? I think it would help both of us. Because I really feel like a broken record asking all the time and I was getting close to just stopping asking all together. But I want to hang out. The struggle. I'm just trying to help. Both myself and you. 

Biolife

So doing biolife was pretty decent. It doesn't suck that much :P I felt completely fine after it. I'll probably like it better next time when it's a lot shorter cuz it got to be a lot. It's a pretty win-win situation. Your plasma goes to help someone else and you get paid for it. And I'm about to be a poor college student so every 20 bucks helps. I'm pretty proud of myself. I was a tough cookie :) and I was definitely part of a unique demographic that was there. Not a lot of young women donating. So I'm special :P I dunno it's just a pretty cool thing to do. I dunno that I'll do it twice a week though. Once will probably be enough but I guess I'll have to see after my next time. But yeah, thanks for being my kick in the butt to finally do it :P :)

history

I just kinda went back in my blog and I realized I have posts on here from all the way back in 2011. It's now 2014 and boy are things different. It's even crazier to think that we started going out in 2009 and it's now 2014. That's really crazy. We've been close for so long now. We have a lot of history; we have been through so much. It kinda makes me think we can make it through anything at this point. At least friendship wise, obviously. Super best friends forever :P Oh and I found my post from the day after we had sex for the first time :P Oh boy. That was 2012, in case anyone was wondering :P Go back and find it if ya wanna be entertained. "For the first time" is the title I think :P Yeah things have changed quite a bit since then. I'm starting to feel old :P This year has gone by so fast. I feel like homecoming was just a couple months ago. But now there are only 3 weeks left. Wow. Especially since spring break, things have absolutely flown by. I'm ready to be done with high school though. And 99 days til we move in! Finally less than 100 days. I remember when we were really excited to be under 200 days. I really can't wait. I think it's going to be the best experience. Maayybeee by then we can spend it together. Time will tell.

Three weeks

I'm so done with high school. I'm just ready for it to be over with. Today's just kinda sucked so yeah.