Set

I could have blown up. I was getting close to ranting but instead I tried to be somewhat level minded and tried to communicate my feelings in a healthy way that would be beneficial to us. Because it really has gotten to suck lately. I just want us to make set plans and do it that way instead of not knowing until basically right before. And believe me, I know I'm annoying when I ask all the time. But it's like first I'm trying to make plans father out and it's an idk and then I ask closer to and then I ask right before. I even annoy myself. But it's either that or we don't hang out. And I want to hang out. I mean I'm definitely giving you the benefit of the doubt that you are busy and don't really know when all you'll be free but it's getting to the point that I almost wonder if I'm supposed to be picking up on a hint. I mean I could be really wrong, I am a lot. Because you seem to have fun when we hang out. And I get that I'm not exactly at the top of the priority list. But maybe we could try to make set plans? I think it would help both of us. Because I really feel like a broken record asking all the time and I was getting close to just stopping asking all together. But I want to hang out. The struggle. I'm just trying to help. Both myself and you.