"family"

I would say that our family night went fairly well :) We never did end up watching a movie but it was still a lot of fun :)

artsy

Lately, I've been really into art. Painting and ceramics. Ceramics is seriously my favorite class. I get truly excited to go to it every day. And I have been doing a lot of painting on my own at home. I really like it. I've gotten to be really artsy and creative lately. And I like that too :)

all said and done

so now that it's all said and done, I have 2 reasons for us not being together: things with Sena need to play out and you won't want a gf for a while and I have yet another reason to not become a stripper :P And honestly, that conversation wasn't even really bad. I already knew that things have to play out first and I kinda figured you would want to be single for a while after that. And while I really understand that, I just hope you don't find someone else again. That thought has creeped into me head and it makes me a little nervous. Although, I don't really know how long you meant by a while. I kinda figured like idk 2 months. But no one knows. I'm thinken we are probably going to be apart for more than a year. That's crazy to think about that long. But it really isn't that far away. But now we have a great friendship so yay for that :) love you :)

to say or not to say

What I really want to say... I'm kinda scared to say it to you. But I also can't put it on here. So I'm keeping it in. For now at least.

and now

And now you either kinda agree and kinda see it too, or you just think I'm crazy. I'm not dumb enough to think it's for sure going to happen. I can just see it happening. The possibility is there.  I dunno that post might have been too much. But it's too late now. Nothing's changed. Situations are still the same. We still can't be together yet. Maybe someday