letters

Dear Period,
Please go away. And take the cramps and moodiness with you.
Love, Me

Dear Warm Weather,
Thank you for finally coming and thank you for sticking around for I while. You have no idea how much I missed you <3
Love, Me

Dear Bestest Boyfriend in the Entire World,
Thank you soooo much for today! You are so caring and helpful and nice even when I really wasn't. You made today pretty dang enjoyable even though my period was doing everything in its power to make it a horrible day. I love you so much <3
Love, Me <3

truth

Dear T,
So I totally get that it must be awesome to finally know that a past "flame" likes you.... But I honestly don't see this ending well. I'm not tying to rain on your parade, I'm just trying to watch out for you because I love you. I mean D has probably been constantly committing the biggest dick move known to man for the past what? 9 months? Is it fair to say it has been that long? Basically ever since graduation last year, he has kinda been a big jerk-o. He made big promises that lead to big time disappointment. I mean he basically just decided not to care about you anymore. I know, that was a little harsh, but that is really what it seems like. And now he just randomly shows up? Kinda sketchy. And I can just see you falling back to him, destroying all the hard work you have done to get to this point. And yeah, I kinda realize I sound like a hypocrite for being against you going back to someone that hurt you big time, but please at least just really think about things before doing anything big? I think you owe it to yourself to not just jump into anything. Did the good times really make up for the past 9 months? Really think about that. Think about if you really actually trust him or not. Think about how well it would ever really work for you guys. I definitely want you to be happy and do what makes you happy, and that is why I am doing this. I don't want you to hurt again over the same guy. That is probably something you have said to me before, I realize that. So this isn't meant to judge you in any way or make you feel bad, I really just want what is best for you. Ok? Love you <3

what a monday....

well. that was interesting to say the least. today my school had a bomb threat. nothing serious, no one is hurt, but we did get evacuated. Which was scary. It started off as a lockdown during just 2nd hour. Which was sketchy because there was no "this is a drill". And then my teacher tells us that she didn't know about it. Meaning it was more than likely not a drill. And as 2 minutes became 5, 5 became 10, and so on, it grew more and more apparent that it was not a drill. Then someone starts making an announcement and at first I was like oh ok everything is over now. Nope. It was the principal telling the teachers to check their email. My teacher did so and then told us that we were being evacuated. That was when it got actually scary for me. Up until then, I was fine but then it got real. But, as we were walking farther and farther away from the school, I started to get more and more calm. So that was good. And then my mom ended up coming and getting me from the church that we were at so no more school for the day. And now people and the way there are joking about it is kind of sick. Like seriously, what if it was real? What if the person hadn't just left a note and had gone through with blowing up the school, giving no warning. Who knows how many of us could have been dead. Yes, I do get that the whole thing was someone being stupid and "joking" but that's not funny. Like that really isn't funny. Because like I said, what if it had been real?

ya

...not really sure what is going on here...