opposite things

so.... I'm sorry for being such a bitch lately.

and..... I'm excited for date night :P can't wait to dress up :)

oh ya know... a lot

I know I kinda talk about this a lot.... but I really do love you.... a lot :) And I love us a lot too. I wouldn't change anything about us. Not at all. I know we have kinda been having an issue recently but I think we are over that. I'm sorry that it was ever a problem. What they do shouldn't have to affect what we do. I like how we are. Actually I love it. I wasn't kidding when I said that I love how we are still independent. We don't have to always be clinging to each other to be happy. I think it shows how strong we really are. And we are really strong. And that is good :) Ok now this is something that I haven't really told you yet but who knows, maybe I will later today. Or maybe you will just see it on here. Even though I really don't know how much you have been keeping up with this lately :P Your sister having her boyfriend over... I dunno it kinda made me think of how far we have come. We have come a looonnnggg ways. We still have a really long way to go but I think we can get there :) So yeah. The future can be kinda scary but some how, having you by my side, it isn't so bad. And yes, I fully realize that that was completely cheesy but I mean it <3 I think I will be done now. Hope you enjoyed this(: I can't wait to see you and I love you :)