You and I were fireworks that went off too soon

I dunno how I'm feeling about things. I feel like I'm torn between feelings haha. Like I'm content with how things are right now. But sometimes I find myself really wishing they were different. It's like I'm happy but idk it's like I want more or something is missing. Which can suck :-) timing also has a lovely way of getting in the way sometimes. I feel like time practically slips away from us sometimes. Tricky schedules lead to maybe next week which is then well maybe next week and they blur by and before you realize it, it's been almost a month. It sucks