trained

so I got checker trained today and that was awesome. I was a little nervous going into it but I actually think I did pretty well. Once I finally got to actually check, it seemed to go fairly smoothly so that was good. I'm proud :) and it's going to make my job so much better. So yay!

And I want us to go to that game :P You're being all difficult which is dumb cuz you know that was a great idea :P Like honestly, that's a pretty solidly great gift idea for you :P Difficult :P But we've been pretty good lately so yay :) again haha :P

lil bit

So I'm gonna miss you a lil bit. It's just a weekend so it's not gonna be that bad. Make sure you have lots of fun and try to relax! You'll have a great weekend. And mine should be decent as well. Especially since we are pretty much for sure getting Monday off. Maybe you could spend your recovery day with me? :P haha anyways is it spring break yet!? I'm so jealous that you are travelling. :P

good day

I'm still rooting for it to be us in the end.

Unintended consequences

I feel bad that it got to this. I really didn't want any drama so I wasn't going to say anything directly to you. I'm sorry for still managing to upset you. But in person, I was still good yesterday. Does that count more? I really hope things are good again in the morning. Hopefully we will just move right past this. I love you. 

I can't remember if I said anything about this already or not, but Friday was really awesome. All day, we were great. I loved it. 

Btw, when I said you looked really good yesterday, that was kinda an understatement. You looked soooo good. Definitely wanted to tap that ;) okay I'm done now

I have weird thoughts

and now life can just keep going along and flowing and moving. There really isn't anything big for a while. I guess Valentine's Day would probably be the next thing but I'm not going to expect anything. I mean I would love it, but it would probably be smartest to go into it expecting nothing. Idk you can start that convo if there is even one to have about it. But even February 14th that will come and go pretty easily. Life's gonna be pretty normal for a while. Gotta keep chugging through to graduation. Spring Break is probably the next thing I'm looking forward to. I can't wait to travel! I honestly have a fairly restless soul. Like sometimes my desire goes beyond just a thought, it almost becomes a feeling. Idk I'm strange :P

May

Obviously it's really early for this but oh well. Prom. I really want to go with you. Idk where you are at with that now. But it's senior prom, like this is it. It's the last one. I think we should go together. We would have an absolute blast. You know that we would :P so there's my pitch and I probably won't actually bring it up in a convo for at least a few weeks, unless you do it first. But like I said, prom isn't until the beginning of May so that's still like three and a half months away.

Alley

I played nice. I was good. I mainly left her alone but was still nice. I don't think I even said anything bad about her to Lorissa or anyone.  And then you guys are fucking grinding on each other the entire night like right in front of me. And there was only so much of that I could take. And to top it all off, she was giving me judgemental looks all night. Like what? I'm just having fun with my best friends. Sorry if I dance like an idiot but I was just having as much fun as I could. So that sucks. I mean I honestly don't give even a partial shit about what she thinks of me, but the fact that I was nice and then she did that. Like bitch move. If anything, she was the bitch, not me, so thanks for being so concerned about me doing something. I'm just sayin. I was actually sooo good. Like I'm proud. But then once Lorissa and I left, I broke down almost right away. And when you were poking me, trying to figure out what was wrong, well now here it all is. But I'm pretty much past it. I'm a strong young adult and that was just one night. Go me for being mature and taking the high road. And honestly, I think the way her and I each handled it shows a pretty big difference in maturity. I mean giving your ex boyfriend's ex girlfriend judgmental looks all night? I feel like that's so high school and I'm past that. Life is moving right along, I'm over it. 

And on a purely positive note, that roommate picture we took is reallyyyy good. We are going to make such a cute family :)