On a fairly different note, isn't it crazy that people can kind of grow apart but can snap right back into place like the distance never happened? I wish that would happen with Lorissa but idk, I honestly don't even know if we are really friends anymore. Like that sounds terrible but I haven't talked to her in months. Asides from the occasionally snaps that are just a response, not actually talking. But like she doesn't try at all. Taya and I, we would share funny stuff in the group message, respond to things, try to reach out, but like 85% of the time, she wouldn't so much as send an lol in response. And yeah, I do miss her, I miss how is three stuck together thru high school and made it the best we could. Like the friendship us 3 had was the best part about high school. Those are some of my favorite memories. And I get its different now. But she doesn't even try. She wouldn't even tell us when she was in kato for the weekend. I mean anymore, I feel like we've just given up on trying. Which is sad but it's the truth. No one has said anything in our group message in over a month. And yeah we are all busy and have different schedules but shit dude, it doesn't take that much time or effort to contribute. I used to think we would all be in each other's weddings, and while that's still probably a couple years away from even really being a thing at all, idk if I can even picture that anymore. But like how do you be good friends with someone you see like twice a year. And doesn't text you back. I mean it was fun to see her at tree town, but when are we even going to see her again? Maybe for Christmas? If she even tells us that she's home. It's sad but idk what more I can try to do. She literally completely flaked on me about the Twins game back in May, whenever that was. She just flat out didn't even bother to tell me she couldn't. Or changed her mind. Or whatever actually happened. Oh well I guess. I tried. After that, idk
I just need to go to bed.
