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what the hell kind of person would purposely start a fight with his girlfriend? Like honestly... ow....
and if you were kidding.... why would you even joke about that? especially right after I had a fight with my best friend....?

I don't even know what to say here.

Since when did you suddenly become so much better than the rest of us? Cuz that is really what it seems like. I can't even seem to say anything without you contradicting it. It's like seriously? It's not even that big of a deal. And you seem to like to brag. "yeah I'm getting a bunch of money for Charleston" uhh ok good for you, I care why? And you seriously come off as really judgmental lately. Like seriously if I wanna wear shorts, so what? Why does it matter to you? And the way you word things is just like ugh. It just sounds confrontational and I get that you probably don't mean it that way, but there isn't a way to know for sure.

Anyways I'm like really close to a mental breakdown right now. Like seriously I'm about to implode and start crying. Just know that I really don't like it when we fight. At all. I still need my best friend.

choirrrr

soooooo today was a pretty good day :) after school we had choir contest which is pretty much what it sounds like. You sing for a couple judges and then they rate you. Aren't sure what we got rated yet but I think we did amazing! It was a lot of fun too. Then we had off time to go eat er do whatever. So me and R went to the mall and ate and met up with our wonderful boyfriends and I actually ended up getting a really cute skirt so yeah :) honestly still not sure if my boyfriend likes it or not :P but then we had to go back and had a normal concert and that was pretty fun too. I think we did really good at that too :) so yeahhh. And then Z and I talked for a while. And that was really nice :) And he said we did really good so I got all warm and fuzzy inside, even if it didn't show :) Love you babe <3 Thank you so much for coming and supporting me. It really does mean a lot and I really do appreciate it ;) I love you so much <3