all said and done

so now that it's all said and done, I have 2 reasons for us not being together: things with Sena need to play out and you won't want a gf for a while and I have yet another reason to not become a stripper :P And honestly, that conversation wasn't even really bad. I already knew that things have to play out first and I kinda figured you would want to be single for a while after that. And while I really understand that, I just hope you don't find someone else again. That thought has creeped into me head and it makes me a little nervous. Although, I don't really know how long you meant by a while. I kinda figured like idk 2 months. But no one knows. I'm thinken we are probably going to be apart for more than a year. That's crazy to think about that long. But it really isn't that far away. But now we have a great friendship so yay for that :) love you :)