Seriously, just add this to my long list of things I regret. If I had known you wanted me to say bye, I definitely would have. I wanted to, but by the time I realized you guys were actually leaving, you were pretty much gone and I hadn't really thought you cared if I said bye or not. You had barely talked to me all night, which was fine, I get it, and then you got upset that I didn't say bye. Frustrating. I couldn't tell what you wanted. But now I really wish I would have. I regret it. Just like I regret every bad thing with us, ever. I still feel bad for every single bad thing. So just add this to the list.
I had such an emotional release on the way home... I literally cried the entire way. Partly just from the generally emotional day and partially because I was so sad and frustrated with myself. I'm sorry :(
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