seniors

this is it... we are officially seniors... Only one more year of high school and then it's all done. Then it's college. This year went by so extremely quickly.... it's insane. So much has happened this year. Senior year will be even crazier. I'm excited but yet scared at the same time. Which is also exactly how I feel about summer. And the crazy thing about it is that it still doesn't even feel real. It probably won't hit me that it's summer until July, to be honest. And right now it sucks because I really want to talk to at least one of you guys but neither of you have texted me back :P So I don't know if this summer will beat last summer.. but I still hope it is really good. I just... am in this really weird mood right now. Probably because I know that it's not summer and we are seniors and all that, but it just hasn't sunk in yet. Like at all.

So this morning... when I said I miss you... which I haven't said in quite a while... I was really surprised when you said it back and really meant it and stuff.... I was so prepared to just get "Ik you do" so it was really nice. It really made me feel good. I'm doing my best to not read into it. But at the same time, you actually said it back, instead of your usual comment. .... I really meant it though. I really miss you. I don't know if it's the recent news or the ending of school or just because, but the past couple days, I've been really missing you.

I can appreciate the little good things and let go of the little bad things way more than I could before.

Who knows what is going to happen in the next 3 months....

And OMG we get to see Luke Bryan's sexy ass in concert in 2 days!!!!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED