I just.... can't help but feel like this is the end. I'm having a hard night. And I'm really wondering if things with this girl is going to be the end of anything we were maybe going to be. And that makes me really sad. A little while ago I kinda came to the realization that our car visits might be done. And that makes me really sad. I'm just.... this can't be the end........ I am fine if it's the end for now...... But please don't let this be a forever thing. And I get that there is no way to know what's going to happen in the future, even what will happen tomorrow. But God damn shit fuck if this is the end.......... As much as I really wish I was able to just walk away from this and be happy and as much as I don't want this to cripple me..... I just.... I'm having a hard time finding words. In case you couldn't tell. When you care about someone as much as I care about him, this stuff really sucks. It hurts. That's probably the best way to put it. Hurt.
It sucks when things get ripped out from under you.
Why is this happening to me
I just can't stand the thought of not getting a second chance..............
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