will it be good?

So I think I have decided something.
I don't know how long til he will see this so I guess sooner or later he will know about this.
I think I am going to do my best to not talk to him very much for I don't know a week or so, depends on how things go. Of course, if he texts me, I'll text back and have a conversation and stuff, and honestly I would probably really like that, but I'll do my best to limit myself from texting him first. Because he said he wanted breathing room and some space so I should try to do that for him. And I know that they are coming up to a turning point, and I can't do anything to stop it, so I should just let him do his thing and figure it out himself and I shouldn't try to interfere. Hopefully it will be good for me too and help me move on. But for now it just hurts. This whole situation hurts. But I can't change anything, things have to run their course. And hopefully it will be good for us too. Because I think everyone knows that no matter how much I will try and move on, I will still be rooting for us. Go us! haha :P I hope we make it in the end. It's still totally possible.

Hopefully another thing the helps is me being so busy this month. Tomorrow is blood drive, Friday is Big Nine, Saturday is Prom, Tuesday I have training, I work 2 other times next week, week after that is AP testing, that weekend I'm going to Iowa State for a college visit, maybe a week for a breather, then finals and then it's already summer. And honestly, summer kinda scares the shit out of me right now. Everything changes once it's summer. Relationships/friendships really change. And I don't want things with me and him to get even more distant. Yeah, summer is scaring me.

It will all be ok... right?