So maybe it just took one day of me being happy for me to realize that I can actually be happy and be good and not be sad. Honestly, it was almost like I had to allow myself to be happy. And now this whole week has been really good and I love it. Who knew it would be this easy. And we are doing really well. I'm doing my best to not read into anything, but I still.... this week, we have been more like us as a happy couple than we have in a long time. I think we have gotten closer again and are enjoying each other again. And don't get me wrong, I really like the way things are now. Things are actually pretty great. I just, ya know, still wish there was more. But I get it, this is how things need to be right now, and they are pretty good, so I should just be happy with that. This will end up helping us in the end. I am really starting to believe that.
..........I'm really glad that he remembers us, the way we were, when we were happy. I'm not gonna lie, I was worried that he had forgotten. I don't want him to forget.
and I know I'm supposed to be independent and happy and such, but I missed him today.
erm yeah last night was really great
I love you
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