remind me

okay so I thought I was done but I guess not :P
it kinda sucks how almost everything reminds me of him... like we spent almost 16 months straight together so we shared a lot and made a ton of memories. Just being in my room reminds me about him a ton. The couch, sitting there watching movies, building a fort. The board games, all the times we played them and teased each other over them. My Jobs dress and flowers, 2 great dances we had together. My body spray, you picked out your favorite. The blankets, all the times we cuddled together. Even just it being messy, me not caring if you saw my mess and you not caring that there was a mess. The notes you wrote me, there's only a couple but they were so meaningful. Scooby Doo, this summer we watched quite a few episodes. Harry Potter, over Christmas break we managed to watch almost all of them in one day, spending what, like 16 hours together? All the things you gave me, those have obvious memories. My keys, the hundred of times I grabbed them to drive to see you. The truck, all the times I got in it, so happy because I was on my way to see you, and all those times you said goodbye to me there. The stars, looking up at them with you. The back of the truck, laying there and looking at the stars and just being together. My phone, who knows how many texts we have exchanged, maybe a million? Perkins, us going out together that night when we were so happy. My tan lines, they are still the same ones from when we went to the air show together and I got super burned at the beginning of last summer. This blog, all the times I was so extremely happy and just had to blog about how much I love him. Pizza, we went to get it more than once together. Pizza rolls, starting this summer they became our staple food. Scary movies from Redbox that we never knew if they would be good or not, our tradition, you holding me close, you covering my eyes during the bad gore parts. 12:30, the time you usually had to be home. My Christmas lights, they gave my room a romantic feel. The snow, I know how much you love it, and last winter you were nice enough to brush off the truck for me. 4th of July, last summer you were great and took me to see other fireworks and we watched the city ones together too. Bean bags, we played last summer and it was always fun. Catch, we played this more than once last summer too. Driving with you, it was always great, holding hands, kissing each other's hands, holding each other's knees, even stealing a kiss every once in a while when you were driving, and that one time where A was there and said that we should seriously be together forever. Black ops zombies, we played together more than once. Your house, I love it there, we have spent so much time there. Your room, I love that even more, it's where we, you know. The basement, alllllll the time we have spent there in the past 3 years! Hours and hours and hours and hours. All the naps we took together, all the cuddling we did. Fairmont, I have taken you there twice now. Even my clothes, sometimes I can remember specific times I wore certain things. Music, so many songs make me thing about you. All the times we visited each other, sitting in your car or mine, making things better. The inside of my eyelids, all the times you would whisper you love me, before we would fall asleep. Being cold in your basement in the summer and cuddling to warm up. Being cold in the winter and cuddling to warm up. All those random times when we were just so happy and connected and in love. Gift giving times, being so excited and nervous for it at the same time. Valentine's Day, last year we went out and you were so sweet. Those couple times where you completely surprised me with flowers, I still have the ribbons from them. Doing raspberries on each other's lips when we were kissing, just to be silly. Poking each other in the belly button, we did it all the time and I actually loved it. Just seeing your car, reminds me of so many times of either riding with you or seeing your car in your driveway when I get to your house, seeing it outside my house because you are here. All those nights when I really truly thought we would last forever. And this isn't even all of the great memories. I MISS US.