You know if I had just one wish

Welcome to my mind, where it likes to create scenarios that have about a 90% chance of never happening. Take a seat and maybe enjoy the ride. 

So tonight's thought sequence goes like this: what happens say 2 years from now? We haven't talked in about 1 and a half years. Maybe things have just ended with Miranda or maybe you're just thinking of me. And you want to see how I'm doing but maybe you want to "scope the scene" for lack of a better term. So you wonder if I've been on here recently. And you check. And the most recent post is about how I've gone around in circles but still end up back in a spot of wanting to try again with you. But we haven't talked in a year and a half and I assume that it's all just staying in the past. So I've decided to move half way across the country once I've graduated and such. I mean pretty much anywhere is halfway across the U.S. from here. I haven't gotten a damn thing finalized yet but I think it would be really good for me to have a fresh start somewhere new, without ghosts of you everywhere. But I still think of you all the time. And you see all that. So what happens next? Do you say something? Do I end up staying? Probably not, by the sounds of things. And end