You should be here, standing with your arm around me here

It's still just you. I miss you sober, I almost miss you more when I'm drunk. Maybe that's why I've been avoiding it lately. I miss you mixing me great drinks, I miss sharing them with you, I miss the flirting, the ass grabs, the intense eye contact. I miss knowing I would get you to myself at the end of the night. It's all still just you. I close my eyes and you're there. I'm walking around campus, at work, driving almost anywhere in this town, etc, and you're flashing in my mind. I go to sleep, I either dream of you or don't dream at all. I'm with people, I laugh and once it settles, you creep back into my thoughts. I'm alone and the thoughts are almost smothering. And I don't know how to make it stop. It's still just you. And I don't know how to make it stop. I don't know how to stop loving you. They say time makes it easier. "Time heals all wounds". But it's been over a month and it's still just you. How long will it still be just you? I love you, forever and always. When does that change?

I should be a poet with this kind of melodramatic prose just spilling from my mind. It's all true though.