What did I do

Like seriously... What did I do that was so bad that you won't talk to me for a couple days? This always really scares me. I get really afraid that this will be it, the end of us and being friends and talking. And then you weren't at school today and so it really seemed like you disappeared. Like poof, you're gone. I don't like it. And I keep trying to figure out what pissed you off so much. Everyone else is fine with it. Why are you reacting so strongly? I mean yeah, ok, it wasn't very smart to get really drunk there with all them boys, but I had my best friend there and I knew she would take care of me. And she did. And now I know what not to do next time. I know how to be smarter about it. ....is this going to be the end of our friendship? I'm really scared right now.