it's the little things

and this is why talking about things in person is better. Because things don't get taken the wrong way and explained right away and so that this doesn't happen. That you took it the wrong way and now you're mad and I'm crying. I'm really sorry that it came across badly. I just had to make sure. Because now I sometimes feel really alone and I have to protect myself. I feel bad. I'm sorry. I feel really bad. I just had to make sure. To double check. To reassure myself. To make myself feel better. Sometimes I am scared and insecure on the inside. I'm sorry