babyyy

Sooo yeah. I think I'm doing better today. For the most part. I really do think it was good for us to have had that little talk too, even though it was a semi fight. Because seriously, I really feel reassured right now. So things can keep going on as is. I just have to watch my back and protect myself, ya know? I didn't think you would do that, just so you know. I really don't think that's like you. Because you really do care and all that stuff. So yeah. I know you don't want to hurt me. I guess... I'm curious about what the next couple months will bring... but I'm also a little scared. Promise we will stay close? Because I think that's what I am most scared of. Us growing apart. I don't want summer to come and then we hardly ever see each other. I don't want to be forgotten. Please don't forget me... and us.

Sorry if that got sad... but uhm... I have something to show you....

I finally put them up. And the strong independent woman that I am did it all by herself :P seriously, I didn't get help from nobody. You seemed upset that I hadn't put them up yet and I dunno that might have just been a show and stuff but I dunno maybe it did actually hurt you a little bit so there you go. I put them up, for you :) and now that they are up, I do really like them so thank you. But at the same time, they do kinda serve as another reminder of you and us.... that's probably why I hadn't put them up yet. But yeah....

I miss you and us