So I guess he has a date this weekend. Not with me.
And like I get that it's better for him to get all the what if's done with now because later it would just cause problems. But it still really sucks. I honestly thought that this stuff was past; I thought it was all done with. I thought we were getting closer. And I do think we are... but like yeah this sucks. I wish he had asked me on a date. But maybe it won't go well. I just... I hope I'm good enough. We have something really special. And I mean he still has been hanging out with me and saying he loves me and he wouldn't do that if he was even a little serious about someone else.... I guess if anything this just means that a while is still a really long ways away.
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