occasionally

So yesterday we were talking and he said that he occasionally misses me and occasionally wants me... That's gotta be a start. In fact I told him that that was a start and he said yes. And he still loves me. And then today T and I had a really great conversation before school started this morning. She said that he did say that he misses me and doesn't want to hurt me and that he really does like coming to visit me. Which is good because I love those too. We always have a great time. I hope those don't go away. I really do. Honestly I think that he thinks about me and misses me and stuff more than he will admit to me just because he doesn't want to lead me on. And part of what T said made it sound like was like he said he still really cares about me and likes coming to see me and I'm his first serious gf so obviously I still have a big part of his heart and all that so it sounds like he does kinda want us but also needs to figure things out.... I think that's what this has turned into. Figuring stuff out. Making sure we are right. With this whole "maybe someday" mentality about getting back together. And I still hope that we do. I really do. So hopefully all works well in the end.

New topic. N asked me to Prom last night. That was cute and a total surprise. I hope it ends up being really fun. I still do wish that I knew how things will be in 2 months. According to Z we won't be together by then. Sorry to end on a sad note but I think I'm done