tonto

guys are dumb. dumb dumb dumb!

first of all, an ex gets dumped and then seems to start having interest in me. this is the least problematic of my guy problems.

another ex also seems to be pretty interested in me. then he openly admits to liking me. and he really seems to have liked me since we broke up. TWO YEARS AGO. dsjlfksdlkfjsd time to move on buddy. that ship sailed forever ago.

and then the other boy you have been hearing a lot about. we still have been kinda talking. and then this morning he smiled like :D and i did it back. then he asked why we smiled. I said that it was cuz we were happy. we made each other happy. and he agreed with that. then i stupidly told him I miss him (hey it's the truth. don't hate.) and then he doesn't text back. then later tonight I say something else. totally different. actually its about the previous guy. Cuz this guy said that that guy has liked me. Sorry if that was confusing :) I'd rather keep names out of this. and a couple hours later... he still hasn't texted me back. Now that probably sounds like a very teenage thing to say but yeah. maybe he will text me in the morning. I can't get upset about this. It's not like he has to text me back anymore. But it still kinda sucks. Especially since it was right after I said I miss him. He probably got the wrong idea and thought I was trying to make something happen. I honestly wasn't. I just wanted to hear him say it back...

oh. and then im at the mall with my best fraaaand. and then guess who we see? thank God it was none of the boys mentioned above. But it was boy who I have been talking about forever's mom and sister. Who definitely know who I am. Of course I'm too chicken shit to have actually gone and said hi. But now I wish I would have... ugh.

so to sum this up, boys are extremely tontoooo. which I have pretty much saying for like ever now. but oh well. it's very true. boo them.

but on the bright side. Less than a month til I'm 16(: maybe I'll take "guy I have been talking about for like ever" on a road trip. maybe something will happen ;)

Baby just believe there is no one else like me. Cuz I'm never goin down, I'm never givin up, I'm never gonna leave so put your hands up. If you like me, then say you like me. not totally fitting but oh well.