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so. i get she's my best friend. i get that she would never let anything happen. just know that I get that.

but yet, i still can't help but be.... bitter? and kinda jealous and just generally not feel good about the whole thing. and its not her fault; im not putting any blame on her. the whole situation just generally has me feeling bad. im not even completely sure why im feeling this way. maybe just knowing that she saw him and was with him is enough. its enough to make my heart cry out and then retreat to its dark corner. call me dramatic, but thats what its like. maybe its just an affirmation that he's moved on and is happy and has forgotten me...

so like i said. im not mad at her or upset at her. it just really cut me down and hurt and put me in a bad spot. simply put, it stung. and i hate it.

now all those memories faded, all except that night, that you said your last goodbye...