...some times I hate how I.. we.. fell so deeply in love so young. (it's the young part I'm talking about, not the falling in love part. That part I love.) Because now what if things don't ever work out for us? I'm going to spend my whole life trying to find something that lives up to, or maybe even exceeds, our love. And I am really afraid that I will never find it. I'm afraid that you will always be the one that got away.
because lately... I don't know if it will work out. I really want it to, but there's 2 sides, 2 people involved in whether or not it happens. And I don't know what you want. Maybe we were just busy, but I don't know if that was all it while I was gone. We haven't seen each other so it's easier for things to get distant... But you seemed to start to get colder again. Like in a not wanting me way. I don't know if that makes sense. Maybe I should just say that while I was gone, the way you were had/has me thinking that our chance is growing smaller and smaller. Maybe I am jumping ahead of things. But it makes me sad. But like I said, maybe it's was just the hundreds of miles and busy schedules. I really hope that that was what it was. I want us to go back to normal now. Please?
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