Tuesday, May 28, 2013

then what

so if we aren't friend zoned, then what are we? I think it would be fairly accurate to say that we are temporarily friend zoned. Because you just want to be friends for now. Sounds like a temporary friend zone situation to me. But if you don't think that's what we are, then what are we? You tell me. Please, just tell me. Or if you agree with the temporary friend zone thing, just tell me that too. I know what I would classify us as, but what would you say? I always love hearing your point of view, your side, your thoughts. It helps me know where we really are at and what is really going on and all of that jazz.

uhm.... can we pretty please be really good again? Like really really good? I promise I'll try to do the best that I can to make that possible. I'll really try. It's just... there are only what, 7 school days left of the year? 5 real school days? That's kinda scary and I just want to make the most of the few days we have left. I want us to make the most of them and have some really good days before summer. And summer still scares me a little... I mean, we now have plans to go to valleyfair and we are going to watch big brother and then there's johnny holmes too.... and those days will be great... but what about the in between days? What about the average summer day? I just want this summer to be great and I don't know that it will be. You're not gonna be hanging out with me like last summer. (p.s. last summer was really great) My best friend is going to be busy quite a bit. And don't feel bad about that, either of you, seriously don't, I'm happy for you both. I am just afraid it will suck for me. I have doubts about it beating last summer. But I'm gonna try for it to be good. I know for sure there will be some really fun things in it. I'm not worried about those being fun or not, I'm worried about the average days. I really hope I don't end up feeling lonely a lot. I also know that it's going to absolutely fly by. This is our last summer as high schoolers. That's crazy! I wish I was spending it with you :/

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