not FZ

Okay so what you ended up saying about us not being friend zoned totally makes sense. And yeah I am really glad that we aren't friend zoned and won't ever be. Because I dunno I was scared of us being friend zoned. We just are friends. And have to be friends. Because of situations. But that's just how it has to be for now so fine. Yeah I wish we were more but we can't be right now. Maybe some day. Hopefully some day. I still kinda think that eventually we will date again... just because we had been getting closer again until she came about. You get that that sucks for me, right? That we were actually making progress towards getting back together and then it was all put on hold/ruined. I mean I get it. Just sucks. But obviously things have gone on either way. So maybe some day. Anything is possible :P

Ok so lately I have been really excited for college. Especially our living situation. Like seriously, it sounds so great and I kinda wish we were graduating this year. I mean I am still looking forward to senior year, I think it will be great. But yeah college and all us living together will be really great too. ......maybe I will get to spend part of senior year with you? Anything is possible.

I think I've given in and accepted the fact that we won't be together this summer. Sucks but as far as I know, you think that, don't you? That our chance of being together at all this summer is so close to zero that it basically is zero? That's what it seems like to me I guess. Correct me if I'm wrong. Because I can admit that I'm wrong sometimes, unlike you :P