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I'm probably trying to pull him in too much so he's trying to pull away. That's probably what's going on. Because he says the occasional thing that gives me hope but then it's weird again. Like blah. I asked if he still wants us to eventually be a couple again... "if it happens, it meant to be" I don't think he could have given me a more confusing answer. I think it's a good answer though? Then I asked if he thinks we are making progress, and he said yes. Not a ya or sure or idk. A yes. So that does give me hope. But idk. I guess it's all up to fate now? That if we are really meant to be, it will happen. I personally think we are meant to be. But who knows what will happen. I dunno what really to do anymore. With him. Cuz I miss him and stuff but don't want to smother him and idk if he misses me, possibly because I still tell him all the time. Idk I hope things get better now that he will be back. It will be better to be able to actually see each other.