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soooooooooooo yesterday, it started off really bad. I was really depressed. But A was awesome and really helped and he picked me up and then we went over to N's house for the superbowl. and pop pong. And then I invited Z since I know he wants to still be included. Aaaaand that was good :) we had a lot of fun and then he offered to take me home afterwards and we talked for a while and it was good. It was probably like 20 minutes at least and half the time we were seriously talking and the other half we were being silly and laughing... and damn it was so good... I loved it. so so much. And gah! it just made me want us back together so much more! Grrrrr. I seriously can't wait to spend more time with him. Blahh. :P this is so not fair. but the past 27 hours have been really great. Today at school was really great too. We talked quite a bit actually. So yeah. I definitely have hope now :) I still think that 4 months is a really long time though...