Semester end

Communication is so important. That's why the other night when you got super pissed, I went straight down to you so we could talk it out. That was the best way to handle it, I think. It all ended well so it was a good decision. So then tonight I tried literally just expressing my feelings to you. Literally all I wanted was to say what I was feeling and why and then move on. It didn't even really need to be talked about, I just needed to vent to you so I wouldn't do it behind your back. And it still got messed up somehow and that sucks. I was trying to do what you told me to do and it kinda got spat back in my face. I'm just saying, it sucked a lot. Makes me feel like I can't win, that no matter what I do, I will mess up. Messing up is exactly what I was trying to avoid. 

Hey, we made it through our first college finals week. Yay for us. And I managed to get a spot in the class I really wanted tonight and that makes me happy. I had to drop a different class to do it, but that's okay. The dropped class was one that I was doing literally just out of curiosity, it didn't even count towards any goal areas. I'm a little nervous that I'm gonna have a hard semester but oh well, I'm getting all but 1 goal area done I think, I'm doing a writing intensive, I'm trying out an online class, and 2 classes count specifically towards my major/minor.  Sounds really productive to me. Oh and seriously, I'm pretty excited for sign language with you. I'm so happy you decided to take it with me :) I think it'll be fun

Definitely really excited for this month off of school! It'll be nice to have a bunch of free time. Hopefully I can finish this painting I started. I'm excited for it. I really like the concept of it and so far I'm happy with the execution. Yay for my fan brush! :P