Late night

God damn it I can't sleep. And everything is giving me feelings. The look through old texts feelings. The missing things feelings. The needing a hug and wanting to talk feelings. All the feelings I usually push away to be happy in the moment. It's kinda crushing. I want a compliment and a goodnight text. I hate being needy. But sometimes I am a little bit. Idk, I wouldn't say I'm unhappy right now, but I'm just remembering all the times I was really happy. And obviously I want that. Idk. I'm still wanting us.