Throw up.

I was doing great today until that. Words hurt. Did you seriously think I would do something mean to Sena? When I said I wasn't sure how I was going to be around you guys, I meant that hopefully I don't end up crying in some bathroom tomorrow. Because I sure as fucking hell am crying right now. And right now I really don't know about tomorrow. I might end up throwing up. That's how bad this has gotten. I just want it to be fun. Ive been trying to get in a fun moodset so that I'm for sure okay. But that came crashing down. Guess we will see what morning brings. 

But now having said all that, I'm calming down and hopefully sleep will come quickly and my sunny disposition will return upon awaking. I just want to have fun. It's senior jobs. Let's have a blast