And so begins the high level of stress that will continue for the next few days. I work the next 2 days and the 2 finals that I do have, are going to kick my ass. And I'm worried that I won't finish my painting in time and it's just crazy. So if I'm cranky, I'm sorry, it's not you, I'm just internally panicking.
And then there's jobs. And I'm not sure how I'm feeling about that. Like I want it to be fun and I think that parts of it are guaranteed to be fun but then there's the rest of it that I'm honestly kinda nervous for it. I'm just unsure of how it's gonna go and I want it to be great and I have things that I want to happen but yeah. I guess if anything, I'll have to keep reminding myself that in the end, it's just one night. If it doesn't go as well as I want it to, or just doesn't go well at all, it's just one Saturday night that sucked. It'll be okay. And there's still prom which is a much bigger deal anyways. And I still really want to go to prom with you but yeah. Still a far ways away.
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