Some thoughts

I do still hope and want it to be you and I in the end. But... Sooner or later, I think I'm just going to give up on that.

I don't know what you want or what's going through your mind with that. I'm still wanting it to be us. I want it to be that you get your exploring phase out and done with and then it can be back to you and me. Then whether we end up getting married or end up breaking up again, at least we had another shot. It's worth another go.