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well in case y'all couldn't tell, I have actually been quite a bit happier lately. To the point where I would even say I have been pretty happy. It's been pretty great. But then there was today. Today was probably the worst day in a while, and for good reasons. My great grandma passed away this morning. Now we weren't close at all; in fact I haven't seen her in years. But I remember her. I know who she is. It's still a death inside the family. And I don't know how I am doing with it. It also goes deeper than this. It has me thinking about how it probably isn't all too far off until someone closer to me passes away. That sounded dark but I don't mean it as a bad omen or anything, I just mean that a couple of my just grandparents are starting to get up there. Although they aren't quite that up there. But yeah. It's just sad. So I've been sad from that and then also with miss-communications of the day. But in the end, thank you for coming. I know this time of hanging out wasn't the best, but it was really nice to just have you here. You were really there for me tonight and thank you for being such a great friend. Seriously, you're great. I love you