trying too hard

...I think maybe this week I am trying too hard. I kinda feel like maybe I'm trying too hard to the point of trying to force it. To force us to have a good week. Because I really wanted everything last week to continue. But this week hasn't been the same. ....Last week was so easy. That was one of the best parts. It seemed to come so easy. I want that again. Real bad. So I get it, I'm probably trying too hard which doesn't help. I know that. I'm sorry. I'm trying to do my best. And.... things go both ways. We have to meet in the middle. Now don't take that the wrong way, you're great, most of the time :P I just mean that like it's hard to have a good, happy conversation when one of us is distracted or not totally happy or something like that. For example, it's hard to tease and joke and be silly when the other one isn't in the mood. And it goes both ways. Let's just both be good and easy again, okay? :)