Response

So I just read your post... and honestly, thank you so much for doing that. Because now, I really am starting to get why you want to go. Before, you weren't telling me that much of it so now I understand better. And I get where you're coming from. I don't know I guess it kinda felt like you were abandoning me. Which is ridiculous, I know, but considering that our friendship has been kinda rocky lately, it just kinda pushed me over the edge. And I'm sorry, I am. I just really don't want to lose you. And I had had so many ideas in my head for all the great times we would have this summer so it just kinda sucked to know that they quite possibly won't happen. Yes, I get that you will come back, but several days to a week or whatever it will be a month just doesn't seem like a lot of time. And if you think about it, it isn't. Because oh maybe I'll be gone one weekend or have different plans already made or the time I am free, you have plans with other people. I mean there won't be any spur of the moment hang outs anymore and I love those. I love it when we come up with these plans a couple hours before we do them. So I guess I really am being a baby about this. I just don't want you to ruin your summer... and mine. But I guess it is something that you have got to do and life will go on. Maybe you can come back in time to spend the last 2 or 3 weeks of summer here? So we can cram a whole summer's worth of amazing memories into that short time. I will come visit you too. Because I will admit that Geneva is pretty cool. But it might just be once or twice the whole summer. Just have to see how it goes. And wow. I feel a lot better now that I have this all out of my system so I hope you read this soon!