hear me on the radiooo

So my boyfriend does this little radio show thinger once a week and I feel like a bad girlfriend because I honestly don't know much about it. And now he want's me to go on with him this Friday. I guess him and the other girl he does it with are bringing in their JOBS dates... which means I kinda have to... But I really don't want to. He started off asking me if I'd do anything for him... and I would.... But he doesn't get it. I'm not interesting. I'm not like him, I'm not out going, I can't just strike up conversation with people. Not to mention the fact that this girl and her date are COMPLETE STRANGERS to me. I don't care if she is "super easy to talk to". I will feel uncomfortable and awkward the whole time. Oh and the radio is public. Everyone has access to it. I mean thank God it's not live but still. I don't think he gets how it won't be easy for me. And I really really wish it would be easy for me but I'm just not like that. I wish I was, but I'm not. And maybe I'm over thinking this, but ya know what, I really might not be. I wanna make a good impression on people but I don't see how I can if I feel out of my element. But yet, maybe this will be good for me. Maybe I can push through how I usually am and take on the personality of an outgoing, easy going, girl. Or maybe I won't even have to do that and she really will be super nice and we will click and I'll have a new bestest friend :P Or maybe I won't even really have to say all that much but when I do, I'll be super charming ;) haha now I'm getting a little carried away. I dunno it really probably won't be as bad as I first thought it would be. I mean I am already warming up to the idea. I think I will either just barely get by with it and not say much, or I'll start off slow but then warm up to them and be better and really, either one should be fine. And if I completely suck, that will show my boyfriend for springing a random radio on me :P