you know what is one of the worst feelings ever? Being mad at your boyfriend and having your best friend mad at you at the same exact time. It sucks. It leaves you with your head spinning and your heart aching. You just don't know what you are supposed to do. Especially when you keep getting disappointed that no one is telling you that it will be ok. It sucks. You just want to curl up in bed and stay there. Dealing with both of them at the same time is just so completely draining. In every way possible. Emotional, Mental, Physical.
it also sucks when just two days later, you get in a similar situation, just switched around. Got the boyfriend mad at you and you are mad at your best friend. Thankfully, that was solved much quicker than the other night. Unfortunately, it was also really hard and it hurt to have him so mad at me and have him be so obviously so mad at me in person. It sucked. But then things got better real quick and I ended up going over to his house for a few hours that night. He definitely made up for it :)
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