If I could, I would dare, to feed your dreams and starve your fears

So yeah tonight I had a like deep relization of missing you. I'm just sitting in this back seat going wow, I wish it was you back here with me so I could lay my head on your shoulder and just idk enjoy you. Although who are we kidding, you'd be the one driving. And I would get shot gun and I love riding shot gun with you.  Not being back here with Ben who is either just hogging up the space or is like trying to pull something. Either way, hard pass. So yeah it was just a realization that I still do wish it was you. 

Also, every time I go to the cities, I love it. It's great and it makes me think that I could live there some day