And maybe you were just busy and that's why you couldn't be there for me, and I understand that. But you have to tell me that otherwise I don't know. Literally, all I could have used was a long hug or like an actually conversation. One where it actually seemed like you wanted to talk to me and responded with more than just "yea" like 75% of the time.
And I'm not saying it's your fault that I'm not happy. I've got my reasons, I just needed some support or help or actual interaction. I'm not blaming my crappy day on you. I'm just wishing things could have gone differently.
I feel so alone. Not just lonely... But actually alone.
It's been hard. But hopefully tomorrow will be better. Who knows, maybe tomorrow will be great. Never know what's right around the corner, never know when the storm is going to break.
But right now it all hurts.
She's singing baby come home in a melody of tears while the rhythm of the rain keeps time
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